a dream within a dream within a dream [inception watching, IC with Jennifer]

[bitchester]

[the only good thing is that he thought about getting it sooner, before the internet died, as a peace offering with her. he's just glad he can actually play that card instead of wondering if it'd ever work.

as it is, Sam sets things up in the main area of the cabin rather than his bedroom, and he realizes he's relieved to have something to do. no internet means ... little chances to cross-reference things, and all of his work has been stalled]

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[boxcut]

[when she shows up, Jennifer kicks the front door instead of knocking]

I'm here! Open up.

[bitchester]

[he gets up and opens the door]

At least you didn't knock it down.

[boxcut]

[brushes past him]

...We're watching it out here?

[bitchester]

I didn't think watching a movie on a bed was a good idea.

[boxcut]

Whatever.

[bitchester]

You didn't bring any beer.

[boxcut]

The two of you are alcoholics, right? You've probably got something kicking around this place.

[bitchester]

Harder stuff. We're out of beer at the moment.

[boxcut]

So cry me a river.

[bitchester]

Whatever, let's just watch the movie.

[boxcut]

[she flops herself down on the couch]

Fine.

[bitchester]

[he settles in beside her and leans forward to bring up the file and hit play. it gets full-screened a moment later]

Make sure to pay attention.

[boxcut]

I'm not five.

[a note, slipped under the door of the fort later on that night]

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[when he went soul commando your bro also got high on demon blood
ask him
he wont try & deny it

-- ♥]

[jerkchester]

[......................]

Sam!

[bitchester]

—What happened?

[jerkchester]

Look what Santa gave me.

[hands you the note] And you've got five minutes to explain yourself.

[bitchester]

[rubs his hand over his face]

What do you think?

[jerkchester]

Goddamnit Sam! Why--Just why the hell would you do this?!

[bitchester]

Do you think I just up and decided to drink demon blood for the hell of it? Come on, man!

[jerkchester]

Then why?

[bitchester]

Preservation.

[jerkchester]

... Preservation. That's your big reason.

[bitchester]

The last thing soulless-me wanted was an opportunity to be resouled. Camp could've done it and there were people here who could, too. I figure back home, it's not so easy to chop up a demon and use it, and Jennifer was ...

[he sighs]

Not willing, but ... interested in obliging. She's young, and she was interested, so I decided to go with it. It makes sense. With a soul, I ... don't have any sense of self-preservation, you know that, and I didn't tell you because I knew you'd do this, Dean. And I know that the next thing on your mind is that you wanna kill Jennifer, and you'll turn this into a Ruby thing, and—for the record, this is nothing like that.

[jerkchester]

This is insane, Sam! You know what demon blood did to you!